Universal Mind

I finished reading Aphrodite Jones’ book, “Michael Jackson Conspiracy” toward the end of July, early August. In the book was a photo of a painting that hung over Michael’s bed. The caption read:

“Michael Jackson’s bedroom, upstairs, with a strange painting of ‘The Last Supper’ depicting Jackson in the center, flanked by Abe Lincoln, JFK, Thomas Edison, and Albert Einstein to his right. The images to his left are not clear, though one appears to be the entertainer Little Richard. (State’s exhibit)”

This painting piqued my curiosity because it hung over Michael’s bed. To me, that indicated that this painting was important to him and I wanted to know more about it. Going online, I did a search for Michael Jackson’s Last Supper and the results I achieved were definitely not satisfactory….all media spin garbage. So I did a search for Michael Jackson’s commissioned art, or something to that effect, and came across a site that had each artist who worked for Michael and thumbnail sketches of the paintings they had done.

Finally!

I found the “Last Supper” under Nate Giorgio; but that was not its name. The correct name for this painting was “Heroes” and, at least to me, had very little to do with a last supper. Gotta love the media (sarcasm). Anyway, I decided to look up the artist who had done this work and found that Nate Giorgio had a contact link on his site. So, really doubting I’d hear back from him, I e-mailed him to ask about the painting.

It would seem that Nate was bored because he answered me and we started a type of guessing game as to what the painting really represented. He would give me clues and I would have to try and solve them. I told him it looked like a meeting of some kind and he told me I was close; but that wasn’t the entire meaning. Looking closely at the painting, I listed everyone represented. They were: Lincoln, Kennedy, Edison, Einstein, Disney, Chaplin, Elvis, and Little Richard.

Looking each of these individuals up, I found that each and every one of them, without exception, had changed our world in a major way and, contrary to the media reports, Michael was not the focal point, he simply included himself in this group because it’s a fact: He has made major changes in our world; in music videos, in dance, in dress style, and in so many other ways. Me, being me, suggested to Nate that Michael had never heard of Nikola Tesla, who I would have put in place of Edison since virtually everything we use today regarding technology was invented by this man and I sent him a link to a video that I can no longer find.

After finding out about the other subjects in the “Heroes” painting, I suggested to Nate that the painting might represent a “meeting of the minds” to which he replied I was close. We went back and forth; more clues with my trying to solve them when one day, I had a flash of inspiration. I suggested that the room in which they sat was the Mind of God and that Michael, and all of the others, were all manifestations of God. Guess I got the brass ring since Nate told me Very Good! In actuality, we are all manifestations of God, each working out our destinies in our own way and, as the movie “It‘s a Wonderful Life“ shows, each one of us, no matter how insignificant we may think we are, each of us has an affect on our world. But it seems that Nate eventually got bored with our correspondence because he asked me if I had ever heard of MJ’s Secret Society. I thought it was a new game; but to my responses, he didn’t reply. So I left things there for a while.

While these e-mail exchanges were taking place with Nate, I started having dreams and hypnagogic images of Michael. The first, was a dream; but it was the type of dream where I knew I was me, but in the dream, I thought I was someone else at first, then realized I was invisible! I was standing outside the door to a cabin in the woods with someone else who was knocking. The door opened and we were inside. It was a small cabin with one door leading off the main room to what I knew was a recording studio. I also knew there were two or three people in that room.

In the main room that I had entered with the other person, who was a male; was Janet, sitting on a couch and Michael, sleeping on the couch. Michael was snoring and Janet laughed and said, “So much for his insomnia!” I tried talking to them and, it was at this point, that I realized I was invisible. As dreams do, this scene cut to a later scene where the others were asleep but Michael was awake - the time seemed to be 3:30 a.m. - Michael was sitting in a ladder back kitchen chair playing, I think it was a gameboy; anyway, it was some small, hand held device he was using. I tried to get his attention; but being invisible, he didn’t see me. That was the end of the dream.

My next other-worldly encounter with Michael, was a type of audio hypnagogic image as I was waking up one day. I “heard” him saying that sending me a book would be a good idea. In my mind’s eye, I saw a book in a brown paper wrapping; but I couldn’t see the title. This image came approximately two weeks BEFORE the announcement of the Michael Jackson Opus; but I didn’t make the connection between my dream and the Opus until almost a month after the book was announced. In the meantime, I was waiting for a book in the mail which, for obvious reasons, never came.

Then, two days before the announcement of the song “This Is It” I was laying on my massage table in a very relaxed state when, once again, I received a type of audio hypnagogic image. I was in a house with a lot of windows. Michael lead me to a sound mixing room that was fairly dark and had pinpoint lighting up above and a highly glossed wood floor along with all kinds of sound mixing/engineering equipment. He walked over to the equipment as he was saying, “Listen to this.” I “heard” the classical music intro to the song, “This Is It” but when it came to the lyrics, I couldn’t hear them. Two days later, the song was announced and then later, released.

About a month or so later, as I fell asleep one night, I saw a very clear image - another hypnagogic image - of Michael sitting at an ornate wooden desk in a type of library. He was wearing a suit and looking hot. It was daylight outside and somehow I “knew” he was in England. He was reading some papers and writing something down. I couldn’t tell if he was reading legal documents or a printed version of the Memories page at MichaelJackson.com. That was it until that night when I can’t really remember the dream because it was unsettling. I do know that in my dream, Michael was threatened with being kidnapped/held hostage. These people were connected with some type of underworld group and wanted money; but the dream was very disjointed. I don’t think I wanted to remember it because it was a very disturbing dream; but it seemed to dovetail with Michael’s statement that there was a conspiracy against him.

I’ve had some other dreams of Michael since; but, for some reason, can’t remember them. While all of this was going on, I started getting the hots for Michael. It just came over me…it was very weird! I think, looking back in retrospect, that the fact that he passed, we lost our friend shortly after, and, in September, my partner lost his job, I hazard to guess that the stress from these situations was alleviated by Michael Jackson fantasies because Michael represented to me a time in my life - I first heard him in 1970 - so he represented a time when I really didn‘t have any cares or worries in my life. I was feeling so alone and frustrated and decided to contact Nate. Looking back, I feel sorry for Nate because I can see I was becoming a major pest. Finally, because I think he was exasperated, he suggested I go to one of the fan sites which is how I found MichaelJackson.com.

Going over the posts in the forum, I found that I was not alone in thinking of Michael in a sexual way and that there were a lot of women who had these thoughts and fantasies and also had dreams of him. It was also thanks to the ladies in the forum that I discovered Michael’s gold pants. And, because I couldn’t afford the Opus, it was also a forum member, nellymj at Michael Jackson.com, who provided me with the caption to the “Heroes” painting found in the “Michael Jackson Opus”:

“Heroes; Oil on paper mounted on board; 18' x 35". Michael sent me a list of his heroes, people through history that he looked up to and inspired him: Lincoln, Kennedy, Edison, Einstein, Disney, Chaplin, Elvis, and Little Richard. Michael wanted me to design the painting as if they were having a private conference, a final meeting.”